I'm about to be vulnerable. I feel like it's the only way I'll get prayer and help in a way that I need. Here is an exact quote from my journal last night (oh boy, I can't believe I'm putting this out there):
"I hate the person I am right now. I complain, I'm impatient, I'm so tired. When people think of me, they think "bitchy" or "pissed off." I can't remember the last time I've felt relaxed. I feel like I'm constantly on the go, NEVER STOPPING. I suck at this. I can't work, be a wife, and be a mom...I feel like I'm failing in all areas. I can't do this..."
Yeah. So that's me right now. I know life isn't perfect, but I want a better attitude and I want to be a better wife and mom.